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Someone's Daughter

TW: rape, abuse, murder


My mother told me I can't go alone, because I'm still young.
I laughed.
Funny how I seem to be old enough for her men, but too young
to go out alone.
What could there be? Perverts? Rapists? Pedophiles? Psychopaths?
Seems to me I've seen them all.
I live with a maniac. I work for her.
Selling touches and throwing clothes in throbbing lights.
This is world to me.
Never known nothin' else till someone told me I'm a
part of the criminals. 
How am I supposed to know? 
I've been brought up a whore. 
No one told me I could say no, kill if needed to keep my freedom.
Something I never had since they freed me from my clothes. 
Since he ripped my soul apart, right from between my thighs.
I had bruises on places an elementary school kid should have never had.
But how would I know? Having never had my taste of schooling?
"Tell me mother, how am I supposed to know?"
My foster mother never answered me.
I wiped my hands on her cloth and washed her with kerosene. She seemed speechless.
The knife lodged in her throat might explain that.
    
 I was good at crime, I mused looking at the newspaper.
A horrified journalist report on how a mother of 15 adopted kids was murdered.
The fire had left very few evidence, leaving the mother and the eldest daughter supposedly dead and three of the children severely wounded.
I wondered what they'd do if they find no remains of the eldest daughter.

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