i'm spilling my life into the waste.
a blip of life in an eternal space.
living on lies and loving till my tongue.
nothing but pretense in the photos i hung,
nothing but ashes from all my promises.
swallow the bitter every time i talk,
wallow in doubts, cry in the dark.
feeling like a monster in disguise.
an integrated diabolic mess for which petty lies won't suffice.
cold like ice, there's fear in my eyes,
green in my veins when others rise
above me.
insecurity.
utter ambiguity.
want to win live safely.
without all this agony.
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